I think I belong here #2

[praying_in_GA]

Well, got home this morning...actually not looking forward to seeing what was going to happen. He was already awake and ready to go. He asked me what time I wanted him home. I told him 2:00 would be great. He said okay. He said He was surprised I put his thoughts into words. I said oh really? He said yea, that has been bouncing around in his head for a while now. I thought to myself "Wow! This is a shock...." Then he said this..."Yea, she probably is gone at the end of the year and you're right the kids will still be here waiting on me." I just sat there....really wanting to say probably?!?! He told me they don't talk about her boyfriend and they don't talk about a relationship. He said he is not going to get between her and her boyfriend...he has done that before and he was hurting for a year over that (while I made my decision on what to do with my life between him and my bf). He said he knows 'they' wouldn't last but it is different from his current everyday so that's enough for him. He said he is in a weird place right now and he is making random decisions and doing different things but that he really needs a job. He is desperate for a job right now. Then he said it is weird talking to me about her and he needed to get to school.

OMG, hahaha! Job was right....the only thing that stuck was that his ow was going to leave him after school let out. She is 21, you are 36...she has her whole life ahead of her and you have a wife & three kids and a vasectomy. Did you think you two were going to ride off into the sunset???

He is a teenager living a fantasy life while I am taking care of his responsibilities and holding his hand.

I told him yes he does need a job because I will need some money from him this summer. The power bill is high here and I will have to choose between food and power. He laughed and said 'yea, we need to eat.'

And that was that.

Her bf lives in another state. She visits him often over the weekends. So she has her physical, public bf in that state and back home she has this sad older man fawning over her.