You're doing it AGAIN! You were on a good path - connecting with your daughter, getting friends, etc. Now you're saying that only if you get a D will you be able to spend time with your d.
Why can't you be your own man and just make things happen rather than expecting external situations to do it for you because you don't have a choice?
You complained all the time about your W spending time with your daughter, but you don't do anything to initiate. You could very well have had a good relationship with your W with your daughter if you would just start engaging with them. Every time you see a little bit of progress, you stop when you hit a roadblock and then mutter under your breath about how bad things are.
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! I think you need your testosterone level checked or something because the male aggressive tendencies are not in you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.