Praying -- I finally said what I had to say to my H - after 10 months of silence - and I felt better afterward. Of course, I second-guessed myself too, in the days that followed. But, it's done. And whatever happens now, happens. I know he hears me, but it might not really matter to him, until maybe later on sometime...
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15