25- the wild dogs hyperbole made me spit coffee out. Thank you...
Crim- I think sometimes we get stuck in these little dips and although we will eventually get the momentum to propel ourselves out, sometimes it takes a while. I just went through a "what could possibly be so awful about me" that H immediately entered another relationship and then when that ended, took up with a woman with 5 year old twins??!! He doesn't even see his OWN kids at the most once every two weeks.... So I had a pity party for a day.
But that's it. Because at the core, if you have come this far, and you have, you are strong and you are worth it. And it's not about you. Sorry. That's the last last hurdle. You can say "Oh I know" all you want, but I think it takes awhile to believe it every day, every minute every second. We are all so human, you know?
I have watched you grow and search yourself and become stronger. This is just your next step of growth and change is always painful. Requires a little searching, but you have the tools to work with now.
Be the most awesome Crimson we see here. That light is hard to ignore.
