I never thought I would laugh about H watching porn, but I thought that he had done the worst, and I was wrong. LOL I also thought his PA with OW must not be satisfying enough. H was embarrassed that I caught him watching porn and stumped as to why I would laugh. I do have a sarcastic funny sense of humor.
I have been journaling since the beginning and am thinking I may have a best seller...LOL. No one would believe it is a true story though - too crazy to be real.
I am so thankful I have found the 2 forums that I am currently on. My family and friends just do not understand, but they try to be supportive. Honestly if I were them, I would tell them to stop and file too. I am just not a quitter and never have been. I told H the last time he said he wanted a divorce that it is just a piece of paper and does not mean anything to me. It made him upset - and he did not know how to respond.
Now I am stumped because H has been being super nice to me - except last night in the middle of the night. For the last 4 months when he is nice, it means he is up to something. It is so bad that I do not trust him. Maybe it is that I am finally branching out and GAL. He does not like the losing control of me doing what I want. All my GAL involves my kids. All his GAL involves his bottom feeder friends and drinking, while I am the babysitter at home. I don't mind because I am a great mom. H even says you are great mom and a very nice person, that is what makes it so hard. What a maroon!
Hope everyone is doing well, and find something to laugh about. It does make you feel better!
