Acceptance...

[Live4myDay]

Oh this crazy life! So I'm talking to someone on match.com and tah dah! he wants to meet tonight! Boost of confidence.

Kat - I get it. You're so right. I am not that victimized X wife...I want to be the one who says I'm sooooo glad I'm not married right now. I got my life together and look at how well she's doing. Not the pity party.

X is the one who will be jealous he doesn't have it all together and the freedom I have. I hope this meetup today will give me a shot of confidence and adrenalyne to catapult me out of this funk.

I don't want was is right now (X/OW)...I don't want what was...I don't want him back either...I want to just be indifferent. Any prescription pills for that one? Oh how I wish I could just open my brain like a computer and just pull out that memory card!