Just think about what your goals are for you in Hawaii. I do better if there is a task at hand or I am doing GAL things. When everything is quiet and I am alone, no kids, my mind begins to wander. Watch a movie, listen to music, day dream, whatever you can to focus on anything other than the WAW.

It looks like you are starting to plan on a big new adventure.

M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15