Great post Georgia - glad you found a good L. It does help to know you have certain things you can control (yourself and your choices). I can relate to that whole "never his fault" comment and the never apologizing thing too. I get that whole "part of me feels happy and at peace" thing too, there are times I truly do feel that since he moved out. Part of me still feels in limbo though even though we're divorced now. I think that comes from that little bit of hope that one day he'll wake up from MLC. I do think there's more strong days than down lately. I'll take any improvement I can
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs