Tboned that pulse thing sounds really intriguing! It's definitely a day by day thing, I was depressed last night I guess just because I was thinking about it. I'm always thinking about it. It is totally the hardest thing ever to accept. I can only hope to think about it less and less as time goes forward. tld - mine is stubborn too and I think he will never come back. Even if he comes out of this in a few years, he's so stubborn that way he will never admit anything was ever wrong or want to come back so I really feel like I have to let it go and IF it ever happens I can think about it then.There's always this sliver of hope in me though. Can't know the future, can't change the past, only can live in the present. Thanks for your support, means so much!!
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
