Admittedly I probably did misinterpret what you meant by Day 1 but it has been very tough for me.
I don't know your stitch so I can't compare and I guess if you were able to save your marriage I should listen.
There is a lot of confusion in my head right now and I move from despair to anger in a very short space of time and find it hard to rationalise things sometimes.
Hopefully I can follow the advice on here and get my life to become normal again. I really miss normality.