Have you really been dealing with this is 2008? I feel like I am in a washing machine spinning around and the door is opened sometimes and the spinning stops, but then it starts again. I am hoping the clothes get clean soon...lol
All I know is this forum and the other one I belong to have been very helpful. I feel more calm and less scrambling. It is nice to have a place to vent.
I find it hard to talk to him when he is nice, as I think there is a motive to his madness. Everytime he has been nice it is to pump me for info for who I have talked to. So I need to work on smiling and validating what he says and not judging or just nodding head coldly. I have a hard time not being cold and a bitch to him - not my normal attitude, but am frustrated.
