Getting close to the end!!

[kenva]

I'm keeping busy with work, enjoying my s when I have him and going out. I guess it's because May 2nd is D day. Since its getting closer it hits me every once in a while. Even tho we don't live together I have been doing good. It's tuff being alone after 17 years. I have come to realize its over but what I can't still swallow is the om. And the fact I found out that he got my s a few gifts. I have an appointment this afternoon with our co parenting therapist but I made the appointment for me. I thought about this the other day that how messed up I am to have a DB coach a therapist and being on this board. This is really tough coming down to the wire. Just praying for a little miracle.