I think I belong here #2

[praying_in_GA]

Something I realized this morning:

I was trying to get up to go somewhere. The kids were piled on top of me and no matter what I did they weren't moving fast enough for me (this actually happens quite often, no one wants to be the first to move). I really don't like being pinned down when I want to get up. It makes me angrier the longer it takes to convince them to move and I even get a slice of panic of I am pinned in such a way that I can't breathe (like when we are tickling or something on the floor).

I think H is probably feeling the same way. He wants to get up and go do what he has in his mind. If I am sitting there, unmoving, unyielding, not giving him his space to get up and move or even his space to breathe then he gets angrier at me. He gets more annoyed at me. And when he eventually can move he is moving as fast as he can away from me to get anywhere at that point.