Anyways I've kept going to meetings. I just took 2 months today, also I haven't smoked in 4 months.
I'm looking into a different type of therapy. And a new counselor.
Would I be doing any of this if I was still married? No...
If it's all for me I wouldn't do it. I wouldn't have done it before. I must be missing something here.. Because if it's all for me and not getting my family back there really isn't a point to doing any of it.
