So true, that's what my goal is for the next few weeks here. I need to move towards that mentality in my head and with my actions, more importantly. I think if I can overcome the fear of the destruction of my family, because who are we kidding, it's in shambles from that perspective right now anyways, and move myself forward with the expectation that I am going ahead with or without her, I think I will be in a good place.
