Journal. Great workout this morning. Great hockey dsy yesterday. Doing as much as possible. Still sometimes the tears come from out of nowhere. I get mad about that. I don't understand it.

Blues, its ok having her things gone. I does feel strange in a way I can't explain. There was a slight feel of sadness when i saw thst she had finally emptied those last few drawers with her spring and summer clothes in them. Not sure i understand it so i will just feel it.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14