The stuff I want to talk/share about are the behaviours of my past and how they have affected who I am today and my reasonings.
You say that you want to talk/share about YOUR past and YOUR behaviors...then you go on to talk ALL about YOUR XBF.
Personally, I see the same pattern as before.
You saying this is about YOU
BUT
YOUR ACTING ON WHAT YOUR XBF SAYS/DOES.
Can you see what I see?
From where I sit, I feel like you continue to use DB as a tactic to get YOUR BF back.
At some point....the tactics....will not change the root cause of the problem.
IMO, he tossed out some "crumbs" and you snatched up and chowed down. How are these actions in line with YOUR goals?
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