She left - 3

[gogofo]

W sent the "how are the kids" text message and I replied with a "they were good" kind of message. She then sends two additional messages.

"Oh good. I am ready to come home."
"Hope we can talk when I get home."

I didn't send anything back, but that is two nights in a row with her sending additional messages besides the kid stuff.

Trying not to read into it, but here I go anyways.

Another time she previously opened up was during her spring break. It seems if she isn't busy with work and classes she has been thinking about the M. The fact that she used the word hope, along with the middle of the night message, makes me think she is thinking more about working on us. In the past she would flat out say "we need to talk" and be direct with me. I think if she just wanted to be heard and not have a conversation she would have used this wording.

Maybe she has started to notice what she has been missing.

I know she had to be thinking about me at dinner for her to send the message about the restaurant. Food was always our special connection and in the past when she would eat at a good restaurant she would tell me all about it that evening and then say how it was not as fun or enjoyable without me. She even said in her text message yesterday that I would have loved it.

Now that I have that out of me, back to reality and trying not to have expectations.