So now when h is overly nice, I wonder why and don't trust it. The last time he wad nice he wad pumping me for information. He claims he does not trust me and I don't trust him. How are we supposed to be friends if there is no trust? How do we raise the kids if there is no trust? How do I hope for reconciliation if there is no trust?
This mlc [censored]!! I feel like I am in a long nightmare and want to wake up now. Grrrrr
