Wow. Everyone is so strong. I hope that I get there someday. It hurts that we can talk small talk until we are blue, but I cannot get near him. He cannot even look at me, I am sure from the guilt. Once he said I want a divorce in his mind he was able to move ea to pa. It hurts like a knife thru the heart to watch him court her like he did me.
Meanwhile, my family is stepping in to help for when he divorces me. I am like ummmmmm thanks... But I don't want this !!; I don't want a divorce.
I hate the selfishness of mlcers. When do I get to he selfish? I would never do that as I am a giver not taker. I swear h mlc is going to drive me to a nervous breakdown.
