I think I belong here #2

[LiveNow]

Praying, TLD, and so many others - I'm right there with you. I made alot of mistakes, but he made his too. He acknowledges his part, but I feel that still, deep down, he continues to blame me for much more than just 50%. So very hard to not treat him like your husband anymore. All I've had were a handful of hugs since last July. That's it. I've kind of gotten past the withdrawal now, and it's just my new normal these days...Just so sad any way you look at it...