I think I belong here #2

[praying_in_GA]

Okay, so he did me a favor by doing it while I was at work. I can process and slowly accept without being able to immediately react. So here I am crying and shaking and devastated all over again.

So, I don't react when I get home, right? I just let it go. He is probably expecting a reaction. Expecting me to be mad or sad or scream or cry or something. I just breath and swallow it and let it go. Right?

Do I leave mine as saying married? Act like I didn't notice? Do I change mine to separated? (which I had actually started to do twice this week now...kind of ironic)