She left - 3

[gogofo]

Nothing too much new here, W has been in Chicago so we have the same limited contact.

Last night hit a punk rock show for my friend's band. Did a little self work and tried to visualize and deal with the worst.

Today I got the Vespa out and cruised around. Had a good day with the kids too.

W and I had the same "kids have good day?" "yes" text exchange this evening. My mom took them for a sleep over so I went out with a friend. She later sent a text that she had dinner at a Basque restaurant that I would have loved.

I did not respond.

I was having fun and I was hoping a non response would work well and hope she would possibly miss me. We are big foodies, as much as I absolutely despise the word. Food, cuisine, and culture was what we explored together. I know she must have been thinking about me during dinner to send the text so I hope my non response enforced the feeling. She was even fishing for small talk asking if it was snowing.

As much as I would have loved to text with her I held tight and let it go unanswered. I sometimes feel that it is her turn to miss and want me. She might lose one of the best people in the world who just happens to be her husband that she left. I am beyond worth it and it is her turn to realize this.