Sorry for your bad luck lately. Maybe you have som friends or family that can help you get over the hump. I don't know what I am going to do because my H wants divorce and he is about ready to be fired due his nonsense and I am about to lose my job due to company takeover. We will probably live in car together with kids homeless wanting a divorce...LOL...bad joke.
Just remember some days are bad and some days are good. Continue to GAL and keep the positives in your head and push the negatives out of your head right away.