See I'm worried that complete NC is just going to make us grow further apart & then we have no opportunities for positive interactions... It's really difficult to be completely NC because of the kids & business too.
The important thing here is to remember that you are living today, eating today, sleeping today, taking a shower today, tomorrow you might get the flu and all those things change, so what can you do about tomorrow? You go NC because its necessary for you, without thinking in the outcome, you cant control people growing apart, its called letting go...if you let go, the universe takes care of that, you understand? Live for today, you have many worth things to live for and if he grows apart, you will have to accept it, you will grow apart too.
Dont worry its normal that you have this kind of days, its called healing
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
