Thank you Nettles for the words of encouragement. You are right and I truly am trying as hard as possible to make these changes about me. Early on they where not. I was only concerned for how to get my W back as quick as possible. As time goes on I am settling into the realization of my current situation and having ready many other stories now at how this can and often does play out I am starting to set more realistic expectations on things. All of the sudden these changes start to move more towards things that I know I need to take care of regardless of how my R with my W plays out in the future. It is slow but I am starting to get it.
Me: 32 W: 30 M: 11 years T: 12 years Kids: D5 W Left: 03/25/2014
It ain't about how hard you're hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.
