There are two reasons for thought of mental issues his therapist said there was before he quit therapy, and sometimes I see crazy in his eyes. Add that with the delusions and paranoia and it is worrisome. I wad told to watch my back as he could become dangerous..ugh.
I am an emotional wreck today. Having family here makes things worse right now. At least I have two hours to get it out before he gets home. He is already upset with me BC phone was on silence and it was past kids time for kids to call. All the messages were nasty and where are my kids. At least it made him feel out of control.
I still can't get it out of my head he is going to divorce me and put ow in my spot. She is even older than us drinks like twenty year old. Sad when you are fifty and playing college drinking games. I don't want a divorce and I don't want the monster h is now. I don't want my kids hurt. I feel like screaming at him wake up you idiot. I feel like I have no say on my future. And to top it off I may lose my job in a few months. I just want to wake up from the nightmare now. Help!!!!
