Hey cnfussed I am here wink . I had read you and So far I believe you are growing, write more if you feel like it so I can give you my personal view of this, for what I read you have taken a big step which is accept the situation and keep living. At the end thats all we can do my friend, you seem honest with yourself and that will help you, sometimes silence its more powerful than words wink


When the student its ready, the teacher will appear...
Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.