Hang in there Soldier. Make the changes, fill a new shell by knowing what makes you happy. But fill it for you, not her.

"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path." - Buddha

me: 45 W:45
M 20 years
T 22 years
S14, S13, S11, D9
BD 2/28/14
D papers served 3/3/14
I moved out 3/15/14
MC start 4/2/14
I moved in 6/2/14
D suit withdrawn 6/30/14