Weird thing is it's almost midnight and I got that weird rush of missing her and thinking she's leaving in 6'hours to fly to New Mexico.

Another first...
First Valentines day
Her 53 rd Birthday
And now Passover
In 32 years without her.

And I can't believe it this right now this second is the first time tears have streamed down my face the entire time from last July (13) to this second. I have screamed, destroyed a speed bag and broken some boards (with his picture taped to them) but I never actually had tears stream down my face.


W 53 H 51, S 16, S 21
33 years M 28
DD 3 Feb 11, 2014
S21 and His Fiancée move in with us 8/14
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