Not really much too say. Just feeling down. Fought with both older kids yesterday....they can make me so angry. And then I get "what is your problem, you have been so mean lately!" Which of course I don't really think I have but it certainly resonates with me. I feel like if they had any idea what was going on they would be a little more understanding and a little less selfish.

I am "working" today for the first time in 5ish years. A little nervous but I know it will be good for me. I'm subbing in middle school....yikes.


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since