Today was our 1st of 3 MC sessions for April. Pretty much explained our sitch since the bomb drop in 2012 to present. Both expressed our current feeling and what we ultimately would like to accomplish going forward. I didn't learn anything new and a few emotions rose up but I did well and managed not to cry openly.
Starsky is absolutely correct about H playing on my emotions. He knows that I love him dearly and I have a very forgiving heart. He uses that knowledge to smooth over his wrong doings. I'm working on making better decisions so I don't played over and over again. I am tired of looking like a fool.
