Wonka why a public place? We have dinners at each other's houses so it would be at my house where we would talk not a restaurant.
I am surprisingly not as upset as I was when I first found it. I am trying to figure out if it really makes a difference to me or not.
I think I will probably hand her the book and ask if she has anything she wants to say to me. I will play it by ear after that. If she says nothing happened I will have to decide if I trust it as the truth or not. If she says there was an A I will have to decide if I believe if it has been terminated. If it is ongoing I will have to cut contact until it is over.
I am trying to figure out if she could have had or is having an A. With her saying she doesn't know if she trusts me and figuring she will eventually forgive me, it seems like she has been faithful. I know there were the beginnings of an EA which I have dealt with, but I don't know if it is ongoing or ever progressed.
The way she threatened me in the past gave me full confidence in her never cheating on me. My heart hopes it is someone overreacting to rumors.
M:34 XW:34 Together: 10y Living: 9y Married: 7y Son:6 Son:4 Separated: 12/28/13 Piecing: 5/2/14 Separated 2nd: 10/16/14 W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14 papers served: 1/27/15 D final: 3/6/15
