Crimson......still just checkin' in.

[paul19510]

Hey big guy b easy on yourself. You should pat yourself in the back for being hopeful all this time. I have a head start on you. I decided the day we got divorced thst the door was closed. It helped me heal. Im still healing. Its been 3 years for me and I still fantasize. That exw will send an email begging to come back or crawl herself on her knees and beg. They are anger and hurt fantasies. Because I woulndt go back. I really dont wish ill on her. It would hurt my D and it is not who I am.

So......

You need to decide

To let her go in your heart and brain

Or

Hold on

its funny rick...but I'm much earlier than you but feel the same. W is hurtful to my kids (not all...but 2 of 3)still I wish she'd regret it or try to come back sometimes