Hey big guy b easy on yourself. You should pat yourself in the back for being hopeful all this time. I have a head start on you. I decided the day we got divorced thst the door was closed. It helped me heal. Im still healing. Its been 3 years for me and I still fantasize. That exw will send an email begging to come back or crawl herself on her knees and beg. They are anger and hurt fantasies. Because I woulndt go back. I really dont wish ill on her. It would hurt my D and it is not who I am.
So......
You need to decide
To let her go in your heart and brain
Or
Hold on
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
