I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKK

[DFE]

So I have officially accepted it's over. Wow did that take long. We've had a rocky road but the first time it happened he came back and said he was sorry and he would always say he was the happiest man alive. So blessed to have all he had. He of course doesn't remember any of that now.

I'm surprised at his hatred towards me. The things he says to me makes it clear there is no saving his marriage. Wow how people and relationships can change. Surprisingly I'm ok. Tired of the fight. Looking forward to the other side. It can't be worse than this side. Makes me wonder if he ever loved me and why he married me. It all changed after we got married. I'm sad but all I can do is move forward. Enough limbo.

Because of my fear of change and letting go I have been stuck in limbo. Maybe there is a plan for me. One foot in front of the other.