So you don't want to save your M. Okay that's fine. So why don't you go ahead and file? I mean you can't seem to stop yourself from being affected. That's all on you. YOU are causing yourself the pain. She's not. You can control that.
All I hear is you talking about your pride taking a hit. In fact, I don't recall you writing about any issues that were in the M that might have caused her to stray. Or, more importantly, anything you had done that she didn't like in the M.
You say alot of things like she "suddenly" changed, etc. Ask any WAS and they'll tell you that the decision is never made without serious thought.
But if you can't handle that and want to blame everything on your W the way she is blaming you, then you might as well file.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
