Why on earth do you want to keep going to C with her? The first one didn't go so well and you pretty much told her you were done, which wasn't a great idea because it allowed her to go and do what she wanted with your blessing and it just made you feel worse.
There's a big reason why one of the main DB principles is to not talk about the R. But you keep allowing it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
