Thank you, GM. Yeah - the selfishness just kind of beams right through on some of these things. It may be the first time I am seeing it clearly without the fog of guilt or denial. She even brought up in C how she wants to be able to negotiate better for holidays and the time she gets. I mean, we don't even have a rapport - none. Why would she expect that? We are not friends. I don't even buy her line that we are a "team". We are a team when it comes to her wanting something above and beyond what she is entitled to.
I am trying to put me first. There is nothing that I can do to keep her from thinking I am some monster. She will never see me as anything but that. I just don't care anymore.
