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there is hope for me

There is always hope!

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I am anxious to share with my Xbf these discoveries,

IMO, you do NOT “share” (aka ‘voice”) them to your X.

You…
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I believe I walked away with the tools to live my goal. Now its time to live them.

LIVE THEM.


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans