Sorry to hear Crimson. Your strength and no quit attitude is inspirational. Keep on being the greatest father you can be for your son. Now that you decided you are done, I believe will make it easier for you to move forward.
You have a great support network here, your going to be alright!
H 37 WAW 32 S 4 (Autistic) S 2 Together 11 years Married 6 Bombshell Dec 1 2012 House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.