Thinking about you today, Andy. I know this is so painful for you. I believe you have to allow yourself to grieve over the loss of your W and the MR you once had together. When we lose a loved one in death, we have to grieve in order to heal and be able to move on with living.

You may not feel up to GAL in some ways, but it is so important to take good care of yourself while going through this stage. Some people get where they can't eat or sleep. It not a sign of weakness to turn to a doctor for help in this.

In the meantime, you will have support here. Your life will get better.

((Andy))

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!