Sorry. I don't mean to be a buzz-kill, and of course I COULD be entirely WRONG, but my instincts are usually pretty good, and regardless I think your over-analysis of HIM is getting you off where your focus needs to be right now, Train.

M57 W 57; D30 D28 S24 S20 GD7 GD2 GD1 GD5m GD1m
BD 5/07; W's affair 5/07-8/07

At the end of every hard-earned day, people gotta find some reason to believe. (Bruce Springsteen)