Magic, I'm very happy to come here and read that you had a great time away and made some necessary discoveries about your. Yes, we had been telling you some of those things for months, but it took getting you out of your comfort zone and being away to really "get it".
You will continue to evolve and yes, you will become the woman and parent that your daughter will be proud of. It all takes time and patience and you will be back slides, but that's okay, just as long as you understand that you need to learn from them and continue moving forward.
As for the dreams, I think all of the talks about sex last week and today being your anniversary have had your dreams on a roller coaster. I wouldn't put too much stock into it right now because you need to keep the focus on you and you don't want to barter "sex" to get the financials done.
Keep the focus on you and continue working on yourself. You've learned a lot about yourself over the weekend and I want to see more of the new Magic posting here about herself and what she's doing for herself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
