well..it's been awhile. lots of things happening. ex took off with the kids supposedly. she wont answer her phone. wont return texts. it's my daughters birthday tomorrow. i havent seen them in a little over 2 months or heard from them. i'm waiting to hear from legal services. then i hear from a girl i know who is a housekeeper. my XW has been living in a hotel in town with my kids for the last 3 months. saying she is hiding from her crazy ex husband... but yet wont let me see my kids. i dont get it..

i also think that i am destined to be single forever. i have went out on dates with numerous women. they all seem in a hurry to jump into a R and when i tell them that it makes me uncomfortable to move that fast they get all mad and call me a game player..whatever.. i also have felt no real connection with anyone. i refuse to settle so i think im just never going to have someone. it kinda bites but at the same time i like my me time.

school is going great on campus. i work for a social marketing team promoting low risk drinking guidelines, safe sex and proper dating behavior. i do some graphic design and am one of the lead planners for campaigns. one i planned is nominated for best event of the year. i really like doing these things. i also have A's in all 4 of my classes right now.


m:31 W:32
M:8 T:11
S:10
D:5
Bomb:1/07/12
Separated:4/23/12
Divorced: 12/12/12