[BrightFuture]

Some updates… I’ve been trying to get my emotions under control. Putting all my efforts into the job search. Dad has been staying at my sister’s for a couple of days and it helped me to settle down a little.

The new car insurance policy has not arrived, so I looked online and made a phone call. They gave me different number than before, but there was an explanation. So, I e-mailed H the new numbers with details. I inserted a validation statement in the e-mail too, LOL. I thanked him for advising me about my car coverage too and told him that he was always good at this kind of rational thinking. I just felt like I had nothing to lose and see what kind of effect it will make. I will probably not get any response to that and he will run even faster, LOL. I’m ok with that. I think I need to stir the pot a bit, even just for amusement.

I received an invitation to connect from LinkedIn from H’s niece, his sister’s daughter. Insert the wide opened eyes here, hehe. We were never even close. I’ve been to her HS graduation in the past and last time I saw her was at H’s Dad’s funeral about 3 years ago. I know that she is getting married this summer. I didn’t get an invitation to the wedding, so obviously I’m not part of the family. Why try to connect with me? I had the same question when H’s nephew (older brother’s son) sent me a LinkedIn invitation. I never responded. I think I’m going to do the same thing with his niece. Especially that H’s sister completely erased me from her life. I have a good relationship with H’s brother who lives here and I do get B-day and Christmas cards from his older brother and his wife. I never get anything from H’s sister any more.

My friends from vacation home place are coming this weekend to stay with me for a couple of days on their way to Europe. I’m sure I will hear some news about H. Not sure if it will do me any good though. Will see.