H will make small talk with me, but no hugs, no kisses, no physical contact. He will do family things. I keep hearing Ilybnilwy and I'm going to divorce you. I cannot seem to break down the fortress he has. Unfortunately once he files I can't do anything because of the state I live in..ugh. Anyhow, it is only a piece of paper and we have kids together so there will always be a relationship. I can't give up yet, stupid huh. And since I found the sight 4 months in, I have made every error.
