Hoping for positive changes

[artsy]

I need to get back to my Al-anon meetings.

I feel no warm feelings for H today...or yesterday...or the day before. A bit on the resentful side.

I am sure this is because he's disappeared. So, I only "care" when I feel he's putting in some effort or work? Sounds like I have a lot more work to do.

I'm disappointed in myself today. I thought I had made some progress, but clearly have not!