Help Newbie with H going thru midlife crisis

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tld, i'm in the same boat. spouse refuses to talk to me and has built a huge wall or interact unless forced to for kids. I hate to admit I was the crazy one, but I now know what I caused. keep your chin up because job, mrbond, and others are really helping me understand by their posts. I'm praying for my own growth along with you and others and it does help me find peace to my heart.