This is the email that I sent to my H today...I think in some ways it was a good thing and then in other ways not so good...it may dissuade him from calling cause now he knows what I have been doing all week, but then again...he may be very surprised that I have been getting out of bed every morning and getting out of the house as I was clinically depressed not more than two weeks ago...he would have had no way of knowing this if I hadn't emailed him...so, I don't know...it was better than calling him and I don't think it sounds like I am chasing him...I think it does sound a bit flirty in one spot...but mainly light and chatty...
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Got the downstairs pretty much done. Will try to organize the furnace room.
Boy was that a good shaker the other day!
Got the book title changed. Am not doing Teens and Drunk Driving, which is cool cause it was a bit depressing. Am doing The Pueblo Indians for $2,500. Just found out yesterday...
Won't call you on V-day after all, but know I am thinking about you...figured I will just give you the space you want instead of telephoning you.
I sort of doubt we will go to the dance...too many 13th steppers to deal with. The only way we are going to go is if L and her son really want to go, then we might go with them cause that way we could all just hang out and dance and sit together. We could fend off the sober 13th stepper ( guys who hit on you are called 13th steppers) goof balls as a unit...ha ha. L has had problems, too. It's disgusting, really. Nothing to worry about, believe me. If you have ever looked at these guys, babe....you'd know. You are far better looking than any of them. I wouldn't trade you for any of them. Anyway, enough of that.
Dinner was nice, but we did end up having to pay for it...which wasn't too bad. It was locals' night. $20 covered D's dinner and mine and the tip. I had beef stroganoff, D had scallops wrapped in bacon with a bernaisse sauce on them called Coquilles St. Augustine and a bread basket. It was a nice night out with the church group. S was 74 years old! He looks amazing for his age.
Had bible study here today with J after going in for Noon AA meeting. Been busy all week. Had a free membership to the K B Gym. Went with L. We took the boys to school every morning this week so far and then hit the gym afterwards, it's been a blast. Too bad it is soooo expensive. Oh well, it was fun for free! I still have a few days left. Am taking D swimming tonight for just the cost of cab fare...it's a good deal..will get us out and exercising....off our butts!
Counseling appointment tomorrow. Also D's parent teacher conference.
